APRIL SHOWERS

don't feel like i'll make it.
don't think i care.
maybe.
it seems.
i was blind.
now i see.
if i'd have known.
would i still have asked?
can i go back?
it seems.
no.
and that.
is the way that.
is and that.
is the way that.
will always be.
for me.
can't flee.
not free.
because of me?
maybe.
today.
is a depressed day.
didn't want to wake.
but was awake.
lay in bed.
try to dream.
a better dream.
or an evil scheme.
dying seems good.
but i've tried.
and i never could.
will i live?
seems i will today.
someway.
what was the point?
where am i?
i don't know.
i'm not aware.
i just don't care.
i'm not all there.
is that fair?
i'll just wait.
for another day.
not today.
today.
is not.
the day.
april.
brought showers.
i wonder.
what will may bring?
i know june devours.
the may flowers.

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